and they'll survive,
'cause this is the future
and you are alive.

dive in
and swim away
from your loneliness
and miserable days.

and when you wake up
on your own
look around you,
'cause you're not alone.

let your hopes go
and they'll survive
'cause this is the future
and you are alive.

you're headed home.
you're headed home.


my high hope: that I won't need this song to be my lover in the near future.
when is the future in which I am alive?

edit.
I wrote a farewell letter to happiness, just in case.
"Goodbye, happiness. If Monday doesn't work out, I guess we won't be seeing much of eachother for a while. Remember that I love you, and I'll be eagerly awaiting your return. Please try to stay with J__, even if he does pick up C_____. If you can make it, could you hide in K___ to visit me every now and then? Hoping I'll see you again soon, A____."
J__ thinks that C_____ is his key to happiness, but in the long run, it's his key to suffering. she's already broken K___. she's slowly eating at me through K___, about to take me completely by means of J__.
I'll see you soon, suffering.